Things in my mind…
Feeling lost
Thought 1: Oh boy, what a day! I feel sleepy right now. I’m tired of walking up and down off the building the whole day. I met Sheryl and I’m with her all day. Now I realize, I really like to be alone all the time. I like to do many things without being accountable with people with me.
Thought 2: One thing besides being tired, I hate the boring hours I had just waiting for my next subject. Gah! I have four and a half hours subject every Tuesday and Thursday, and if the professor dismiss the class early, I had go through this boring hours of waiting.
Thought 3: My new school’s environment is much better than the last one. I liked the clean classroom. Oh yes! The elevator too! I liked the library, where you can watch movies if you are free and the air-condition classrooms! Hmm… I’m doubting the quality of fine arts in my new school… somebody told me that no one ever failed entering fine arts. It is an indicator that my previous school has a very high standard. Uh-oh… I think I should have, at least, tried transferring to FEU.
Thought 4: I feel like a stranger in my new school. I feel like an exile and now I’m lost and I’m trapped. It feels strange being there. As if my every move is being carefully watched… weird! I still can’t believe that I’m studying again, just in a different school. Now, about my introduction-dilemma, it is a smooth day. I’m glad that my 2 professors didn’t asked who are the transferees. Well, except with my last professor.. Anyway, I’m just happy to go back to school again. But, tomorrow, I just want to go around the campus alone..
