Poem#3
I felt that my life was hopeless, uncontrollable and chaotic. I was breaking down. I was looking for someone to sympathize. Someone to hold on to…
written last December 03, 2004 (Friday)
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Breaking Down…
The light seems fading…
I am losing hope.
I stumbled down and
I don’t know how to stand…
Who would save me?
Take my hands and lift me up?
Who would take me from myself?
And remind me of something good.
I keep on falling down,
Every time I try to stand.
I am breaking down…
There’s nothing left in me.
Is there someone out there
Who is listening to me?
I don’t care who you are.
Please stay for a while beside me.
I feel so weak and vulnerable.
I tried to show everyone, “I’m strong.”
But my heart can’t hide it anymore.
I just want to close my eyes and be gone…
I keep on falling down,
Every time I try to stand.
I am breaking down…
There’s nothing left in me.
Is there someone out there
Who is listening to me?
I don’t care who you are.
Please stay for a while beside me.
I need someone to hold on to
And remind me that I’m not alone.
Let me rest beside you for a moment
So tomorrow I can remember that there is hope.
