Just a thought…

I thought that my class would start on Monday. But the Independence Day will be celebrated on June 13 and all classes will resume on Tuesday. Gah! And here I was, excited to wear my uniform. *Sob*

I still have a dilemma about introductions… what if they asked me from what school I came from? What should I do? Should I just tell them or not? Ahhh! *Scratches the head*

Some will think that this is not an issue and I’m just making it hard for myself. So what is with my last school that I don’t want to tell anybody? Actually, it is not about the last school where I came from that bothers me about introductions… it is about the people.

I came from one of the prestigious universities in the country, and this school year I transferred to a different school.

*So what’s the big deal?*

The big deal is, people will ask me “What happened? (Why are you here?)”

*So what if they ask you?*

I don’t want them to know…

*Heck! Why not? Do you think that you are a V.I.P.? Stupid!*

No, I don’t think that I am an important person. But…

*But what?*

I don’t want them to know from what school I came from because I don’t want them to think highly of me just because I was from a prestigious university. Just like when you are in a province, if people knew you were from the city, they think highly of you.

Errr… *pause* I want to compete with other students in my new school without people favoring me, conscious or unconsciously… I don’t want to be notice in the first days of my school just because I came from a well-known school. I just want to be myself without the boundary of being branded as something (whether it is negative or positive)…

Bahala na!